Trully, deeply mine~

Hv u ever felt like it's hard n complicated to explain how u feel? I'm facing dis huge prob since i was born. It's kind of my birth defect or something. Hahahahah

Deep down inside, my heart r actually broken or crushed into zillion of pieces but i will just keep quite n accept all da things da other party hv to say although it hurts soo damn much.

Coz i afraid if i open my mouth, they will be mad n couldnt accept wut i think n feel. But doesn't it consider unfair? When will it be my turn to be heard then?

Life is actually really r a huge bouncing ball. Hehe :p
Today maybe a person will come to u n tell u they dont like something about u. But u could tell them to try accept u da way u r. Give n take u say. But eventually u'll b da one to highlight something u dont like about dat person but u ask him to change thoroughly by saying improvement r better. But why cant u flashback ur statement before? "try to accept dat person da way they r"?

Well, dis is actually been done by most everyone dat r called human including me. We will only see peoples flaws n not ours. Threfore, da moral of da story is...

"before u judge or try to find other people's flaws, why dont u try to improve urself to b a better person n accept others people flaws as their uniqueness."

Dis is actually mend for me as well with hope for 2012 will be a gretter, better, hopefully wilder than dis year(hahaha challange will motivate u) n deffinitely happier n more awesome!!




P/S: I'm only searching for happiness, happiness dat r unknown further ahead. But will always patiently awaits coz i believe in u Ya ALLAH, Ya Rabb.

Jiwang dtg lg dgn mainan br, TORA!! hahahah

Mode jiwang kembali lg. Dis is wut happen, when u terjg pkol 3 pg coz of seme2 yg melampau n xdpt tdo coz xder ubt. So layankan je. Suddenly bgn2 dpt msg dr kekaseh ati, luahan ati n prasaan beliau. Wah!! Tros teruje abes. Lupe dah air idung yg dok meleleh2 ni. Hahahahah

He'll always supprise me n shower me wif love. Although abit kasar kelakuan die, although xske tunjuk sgt n although slallu je bwk kwn2 die skali kalau kitorg kuar dating. Hahahah but he's my one n only SAYANG. n dat is my sayang... Ehem2, siler jgn muntah darah yer kwn2. Hahahaha

Lately, kitorg dah x seclose dulu. We've been bz. Ni sume slhkan keje yg melambak2 sbb sy xder assistant n terpakse menjd kuli n bos dlm 1 mase. T_T n slh kan exam2 n test2 n presentation beliau. Uhuk2, cian sayang i. Chewah!! Jgn nk gedik sgt lah liyana. Hahhaahah :p

Dulu ari2 bergayot. Pg tepon call wish gud morning dgn penoh kaseh syg sbb memasing hv all da time in da werld. Tgh hari gayot lg. Siap 3g while i'm werking. He'll makes lots of jokes n fooling around wif my assistants. Hahahah he's cute is'nt he? Mlm xyh ckp lah, after dinner tu dah stat gayot dah. 3g lg till tdo. We share almost everything.

But lately, pg tepon kejut each other bgn bkn lg dgn penuh kaseh syg dah tp dgn asal boleh je. Hahahahah abes kasar dah memasing. If saye, "sayang, bgn. Bgn cpt. I terlajak bgn ni. U ade kelas pg kan? Bgn cpt sayang. Ok, bye" (dgn nada kasar xder kaseh syg langsong tau.) hahahahah hampeh bukan? :p if cinta hati pule, "yang, u xbgn lg ke? Bgn cpt. Nnt tlg kejut i kol 1 k takot terlajak. K bye" (dgn nada malas nk ckp sambil mate tutup lg) hahahahahha pun hampeh bukan? :p tgh hari dah xder gayot2 kalau ade text pun nasib. Kalau die call pun, i'll just reject his call n text "i'm in a meeting". Ouh, sgt kejam. Hukhuk. Sorry sesgt sayang. Bkn ku pinte begini. Hahahahah :p if mlm plak, cinte hati dah keletihan teramat nk borak pun memasing dah xlrt. Cume mampu call xsmp 5 minit ckp nk tdo dah je. Ouh, sedey sungguh.

But td tetb dpt msg luahan ati n prasaan kekasih ati. Ouh, i thought ur love towards me dah kurang but xpenah kurang sikit pun rupenye. Even grows lg adelah.

Sayang, love u more n more lg lah!!! Ouh, blushing sudah. Hahahahah :D

Although kite dah xmcm dulu, but our loves r stronger sayang. Will figure it out sooner or later how to handle dis. Just as long as we hv each other in our life, insyaAllah we could manage. Kiss sket, mwahx lah!!! ^_^v

Kau kunci hati ku~

Wah! Tajuk dah cam lagu ramlah ram dah. Hahahahah actually xdo ati yg terkunci, hanye diri sendiri je yg terkunci dlm umah sendiri. Hahahhaah tetb lak arini sy bgn dgn amatlah rajin n awl sekali sbb biase bgn dgn penih kemalasan, xtau lah nape arini buang tabiat kot semangat semcm lak nk pg keje. Hahhaah siap pakai bj kurung n mekap2 bagai. Biase nye muke bodo n bj sememeh je. Haish. Lps dah over excited sgt tu, skali nk bukak pintu cobe2, xley bukak. Cobe2 xley jgk. Ketok2 pun xley gak. Smp dah berpoloh2 n cair abes dah mekap den. Xdapat2 bukak. Last2 jem sgt, tepon kande endut tercinte tlg selamatkan lah. Die plak ade hal smp ptg. Ptg aket br ley dtg. T_T nk wat camne kan, pasrah je lah. Die pun xsenang duduk dah tu kat bangi tu, siap maki2 sume org sbb punyelah nk dtg tlg slamatkan dinde comey tercinte die ni. Hahahhaha (prasan jup). So, pas tepon kande den, msg GM sayang den tu kabarkan brite sedey ni. Pastu tepon lak recep opis tu. Mane lah tau takot2 CEO den meroyan plak nnt tgk2 pekerje yg xbrape die sayang ni xdo kan. Hahahah (sebenarnye dah meroyan dah pun. Huhu T_T) siap bg tahu 1 malaya. Tros dgn pantas pg cuci muke buang mekap2 yg xmendtgkan kesan tu. N tukar pakai bj tdo blk. Hahahah. Kalau nk dok umah, bj tdo lah plg selese. Lallallalala~. Dah puas golek punye golek n mkn n mkn lg. Dah koreh, xtau nk wat ape. Fb sume dah abes godek dah. Utube pun dah abes crite dah tgk. Haish. Last2 sakit ati sbb CEO den yg meroyan cr den tu, tros lah mencapai baldi n mop. Mop lah satu umah. Hamek!!! Kan dah beraih umah sy sbb CEO sy nye pasal. Hahahahahah ade hikmah die jgk rupenye. Hahahahah v^_^ k lah, nk sambong golek2 smbil tgu kande endut tercinte dtg slamatkan ni. Lambat bonar. Naek kure2 rase nye tu. Hahhaah xperlah janji sayang. Mwah!! Hahahah

Daa~

Ribena blackaren? Hahahha tajuk xder kene mengene ngan cite. :p

Lately sy rase cam sy terlampau werkoholic lah. T_T tp nk wat camne.. Dah terlampau byk mende nk buat n klau bg org len buat lom tentu dpt da result cam kite nk. Huhu. Last2, sy wat sendiri sume. But for da long run, i know xbagos. But sy xder lah rase stress ke ape. Just sometimes wish dat da days r longer or i could hv more time. Tp kalau pikir2 blk bkn dpt ape pun keje lebey2 tu. Dpt gaji same je tiap2 bulan. But 1 thing for sure dat money can't buy r self satisfaction. ^_^ n dat keep me on going. Tgklah ley thn sampai biler. But loving da challenge every single day. Never been better. Heheh Alhamdullillah Ya Allah. :D



P/s: my CEO ckp i'm glowing today. Berseri2 die kate. But kande ommok sy ckp CEO sy ckp camtu sbb nk tmbh lg keje. Hahahahah mungkin btol gak. But wut da heck. Janji kembang kejup. Lalalalalalal~ v^_^

Hey u!!

Hey u,
U told me dat i'm special when i feel i'm not.
Hey u,
U cheer me up when i'm down.
Hey u,
U make me laugh just by looking at ur face.
Hey u,
There's a secret i would like to share.... Shhh, jgn bg tau org laen yeh... U r da greatest thing dat ever happen in my life. :D

I know i might b abit handful to handle sometimes, but u r always patient n try to handle me wif care n love. I know i might b kasar a bit sometimes, smack ur ass or pinch ur peyot. Hahahha opsss!! :p but wut to do, dats how i expressed my love to u n u pun kasar jugak.

Sebenarnye, i just would like to say "i love u sayang". Heheh iye, crite punye panjang itu je msg sebenar die. Hahahha v^_^ mayb u've heard it before but i know u could feel it too. Coz cume kite yg rase. Sedapp woo!! Hahaha


xoxo
Love,
Ur sayang :D

10 things wut girls love to do but boys malas nk layan~ [Part 1]

Hey there, hope it's not too late to wish SELAMAT HARI RAYE AIDILFITRI to all.

Have a blast yet? kalau blom, do read dis post... definitely gonna make u grin alone like a kerang busuk. heheh :p neway, dis post is actually based on my recent experiment wif my boypren.. (YES!! i hv a boypren rite now.... n YES!! he is mine!! all mine!! wah!! bunyik agak psycho di situ.. hahha :p) So here goes nothing....

1. GURLS love to MAJOK xkene tempat in other words try to attract attention da MR. BoyPren. 
• Situation 1 - Miss GurlPren : Sayang, nape dat gurl suke tol kacau u... i jeles tau... uhuk2... Mr. BoyPren : Watpe u nk jeles2.... bkn nye i layan die pun. dah2, i ade byk mende nk wat ni.. mlm nnt i text u. Miss Gurlpren : Nape u xnk layan i ni? i tgh nk majok ni... T__T (Boys hate to burden their head with stuff dat r not important but Gurls love to burden their head with all da un'important' stuff rather thinking da serious stuff. ahakz!! ^_^v)

    2. Gurls love to hear her BoyPren tell her that he loves her (ari2 pun xper.. xkan bosan punye. hahhaha :p)

• Situation 2 - Miss GurlPren : Sayang, u sayang i x? Mr. Boypren : U ni kan sayang, smlm br je i ckp kan... Miss GurlPren : Alaaa.... saje je nk tau. U sayang i x? (sambil wat buke budget2 cute mate blink2 sket.. dgn harapan akan dilayan lah.. hahha) Mr. BoyPren : Sayang, xley ke i ckp skali je? xkan ari2 nk ckp? ish u ni, wat2 xtau plak. Miss GurlPren : (Hancus luluh lah perasaan.. Uhuk2.. T_T) (Guys hate to repeat themselves over n over again. For them da 'LOVE' werd are so special dat it couldn't b told often.. But for us Gurls, we love to hear it again n again. Then only we'll feel special. Camne nk rase kalau xdgr? but wut to do, for guys, they thought there's only one single way to expressed their feeling dat is by doing... showing it by  being there for da girl.. showing it by spending time with da gurl n not by saying it right straight smack at da face. hahaha kan senang kalau ckp je.. jimat mase.. hahah :p) 

Ouh, ok lah.. mase utk blk keje.. will continue lg 8 later yeh.. daa~ v^_^

Ape kite akan jd 10 thn dr skrang???

Kechik2 dulu ade x korang ngan kwn2 korang brangan ape yg korang bakal jd biler dah besau nnt? Tp percaye lah mest korang xpenah terlintas ape yg kitorg penah brangan reramai dulu. Style abes tau. Hahahahha :p siler bayangkan situasi begini yer kwn2. Bayangkan tau, jgn degil yeh. Babab nnt. Hahahahah

Di kedai mkn waktu sume org pg tuisyen(kitorg sume xpg tuisyen, sbb dah pandai sgt dah. Sbb tu xnk membazir duet yg mak ayah bg soh pg tuisyen tu, hahaha) make bermule lah angan2 mat jenin kami reramai yg berumor 17thn dan maseh bergetah n mude jelite. Hahahahaha bergetah? Ermm. Ermm. Siler abaikan je statement itu. Heheh (p/s: sume yg terlibat dlm dialog ini adelah bkn name sebenarnye. Takot kalau gune name sebanar nnt kene byr royalti pulak. Susah lah nk cr mkn. Hahahahha)

Ahmad: weih, korang rase 10thn nnt kite jd ape yeh?
Oyen: ntah, rase2 nnt kite ley lepak skali camni lg ke x yeh?

Memandangkan sume pun amek majoring lenlain n ade hobby memasing, ade amek lukisan kejuruteraan (dgn harapan ley jd arkitek, hahha), ade yg hobby tulis 'zine' atau erti kate lain nye adelah leaflet or cam ala2 pamplet tp tulis pasal mende2 yg top mase tu lah konon nye, cam pasal skin ke skate scene ke. Heheheh skrang aku ley gelak lah. Dulu, aku bangge kot kwn aku ade yg brani speak out camtu. Hahahahah

Johan: cube korang bayangkan kalau 10thn dr skrang ni kite sume keje dlm satu empayar. Sume ade kelebihan sendiri kan.

Ahmad: ok, kirenye setiap sorang ade company memasing pastu kite combinekan dlm satu empayar. (haaaa, gempak x pemikiran kitorg yg berumor 17thn pd mase itu? Hahahha).

Johan: aku ade company rokok lah. (sbb die mmg seorg perokok yg tegar. Heheh) ko bayangkan kalau dunhill tu jd aku punye xke 'DunJo' jd die. Style tu. (sambil bermuke bangge. Hahah)

Kamal: aku nk ade company ape yeh?? (blurr...)

Bad: haa, ko handle company automobile lah beb. Confirm kete kitorg mmg yg plg laju lah time tu. (sbb bad ni mmg rempit yg stock racing setiap mlm yg sejati. Sampai moto die time tu mmg rangke je kasing sume die bukak xnk bg enjin panas katenye, hahahah)

Ahmad: aku handle company telecommunication cam tv3 camtu. Sbb aku kan mmg suke tulis2 'zine' ni. (ouh sgt bercite2 tinggi kami sume ni. Hahahha)

Oyen: aku? Aku? Nk watpe?

Bad: ko handle kitorg nye fashion style lah. Ko kan sorang je pompuan. Ko wat lah keje2 cam pompuan tu sket. (erkk!! Kalau korang tgk aku yg dulo mmg korang sendiri xsanggop lah nk soh aku yg design pape kaitan fashion ni. Burok abes lah. Hahahahha tp tetap diorg sume percayekan aku. Ouh, bangge aku ngan kengkawan aku sume ni. Hahahahha) n nnt biler sume dah handle company memasing mesti korang sume dah xder mase nk uruskan anak2 n bini2 korang kan. Almaklumlah biler dah kaye juta2 nnt bini mest lebey dr 1. Tu blom kire bini yg xregistered lg. Anak mest berlambak2. Dah xhengat yg mane satu. Jd, keje aku tlg handle sume bini2 n anak2 korang lah yeh. (wah!! Gempak x kanak2 berumor 17 thn mamapu berfikir sebegini extreme. Hahahha)

Ahmad: weih! Mane aci ko dpt keje plg best tu. Hahahah


Bad: (sambil tersengih cam kerang busuk) eh, ape plak ko ingat keje aku senang ke. Ko bayangkan nnt kalau ko dah bosan ngan bini2 korang sape nk kene layan? Akkkkuuuuu jugak. Kalau ko nk cr stok baru, sape nk kene cr? Akkkuuu jugak. Tp aku test dulu lah. Mane tau xbest ke, xkan nk bg kan ko. Hahahhaha

Johan: erkk!! Dah tu kitorg sume dpt bekas ko lah yeh. Bleh. Bleh blah!!

Asal xley lak. . . Bla. Bla. Bla. Nnt kite nk bg empayar kite name ape. Bla. Bla. Bla. Bla. Gf ko cr aku td sbb ko xcall die. Dan mcm2 topic lah bersilih berganti. Smp lah waktu utk blk biler org sume abes tuisyen sbb kan konon nye kitorg pg tuisyen jgk. Hahahahah :p

Gempak kan citer2 dan daye imiginasi kami? Hahhaha tp setakat ni sume kengkawan aku tu menjd org yg berjaye juge lah. Ade yg mmg keje kat slh satu stesen tv nasional tp bkn ceo lah kan mcm die angan2 kan tu. Hahahha adelah kaitan ngan graphik2 design camtu. Pastu ade yg jd manager, ade yg keje krajaan pangkat besau jgk.

Xsalah kan berimiginasi tinggi cam kami? Janji biler perlu berpijak pd bumi yg nyate, jgn lah berhalusinasi pule. Br lah bley jd org yg berjaye. Chewah!! Kate2 hikmat utk arini. Hahahahha v^_^

Peace - Out - Bebeh!!

Fairytale of ma life PART 1

Ape itu love at first sight. Wujud ke mende2 cam dlm crite fairytales ni? :D At first, after 27year of my life mmg i didn't believe it at all. For me it is all a bedtime story dat my parents used to read mase i kecik2 comel dan xgendut cam skrang ni. Hahaha v^^

BUT..... Now, yes! I do believe in fairytales n love at first sight. Lalallalalalal~ :D (mest korang ingat aku ni merepek kan, if it happens to u guys then u know how it felt. U dont need to think just feel it. Best wooo!! Hahahha)

So, dis is my own fairytale story....

It happened when cik demmok(bkn name sebenar) heheh start werking at my opis. Dont know why we just clicked n become close fren just within couple of days. Maybe da 'demmok' vibes connect us both kot since i pun demmok juge. (yes! Saye mengaku akan 'kechomelan' saye haha). Ok, back to da story. Cik demmok has a bf which in dis story onwards we called en.budget. Hahahahha. So, nk dijadikan crite en. Budget ini has a very wacko close fren named en.ommok dat loves to disturb cik demmok everyday. Till cik demmok couldn't stand anymore.

One day,while chatting at fb during office hours whick mmg bos kitorg byr gaji kitorg utk berchatting n bersuke rie. Hahhaha.

Saye yg chomel: erkk!! Nape ko suggest fren kat aku ngan mamat ntah sape2 ni demmok. Ko salah org ke hape ni?

Cik demmok: xlah. Btol lah tu. Ko add je lah mamat tu. Aku dah semak ngan die ni. Ari2 soh aku crkan gf. Die ingat aku ni mak ayam ke? (actually she has da look of mak ayam. Hahahaah)

Saye yg chumel: errk!! Nape aku kene add plak? Ko soh je lah org len.(konon jual mahal hahah)

Cik demmok: alaa, ko tlg je lah aku. Aku dah xlrt nk dgr die merepek2 ari2 ni. Ko layan sekejup je, kalau ko rase xbest ko unfren kan je lah. Hahahah. (agak kejam cik demmok ni sebenarnye. Kan ade cam ciri2 mak ayam kan? Hahah)

Saye yg chumel: hmm. Ko semangat sgt ni ko dpt ape beb akalu aku add die?

Cik demmok: hehe aku dpt dinner plate kepci. :D

Saye yg chumel: (dah agak dah mest ade habuan disebalik drama ini. Ciss!!) ok lah. Kepci nye pasal. Tp janji kite share. Hahahahha(keji jgk prangai aku ni sebenarnye. Hahah)

Cik demmok: yes!! Slamat dah aku. Cpt2 add.

Lalu aku pun add lah en.ommok itu tanpe segan silu. N start lah kacau bilau hidupku. Hahahah kacau bilau ke.? Hehe xlah, sebenarnye startlah a new phase of my life which ari2 dilalui dgn senyuman n sengih kambing sengsorang, gelak sengsorang. (iye, love makes u looks like a wacko. Hahahah)


Bersambung..... V^^

unexpected~

lately i realized dat da way my mind werk r really complex. hahaha ^_^ i tend to calculate everything... calculate da risk.. assuming da worst scenario to happen... in every aspect of my life... i may look simple but deep inside my million of neurons above are very2 complex till sometime me myself couldn't figure i out. hahaha

but something dat i learn dis week is dat semue bende yg terjadi around us actually kite yg tentukan susah or senang or complex or pening... anything could happen if u put ur mind to it. anything n everything can happen termasok lah da unexpected things....

there's something which r very2 unexpected things happened actually.. will let u know once it's formal aite? hope da best!! ngee~ :D

.::my lovely pinky besties::.

dah lame giler nk letak share all da pixs ni.. just memanjang either terlupe.. or wat2 lupe... hahahha :p but kalau korang nk tau.. ni lah first time den menjadi mak andam... giler menggigil makeup kan org... sgt2 cuak ok. siap aku plak yg dup dap melebih kan org yg nk tunang plak... hehehe slamatlah dis is for Cik Siti Shahirah.. kalau x, mmg xdo den nk layan der... ko tepek lah tepong2 kat dapor tu ke sendiri... hahahahahah v^_^

ni lah ape yg menjebak kan aku dlm kancah masalah si ira gedik nih sebenarnye... :p (2 minggu sebelom tarikh bertunang)

ira : oren, sume bende yg laen makcik2 aku pakat ramai2 nk sponsor.. baju n tudung pun aku dah beli...

aku yg cute : haa, bagos lah kalau camtu... xder ape lah lg kan.. except.. makeup ko dah pg test blom? ko jgn... nnt kalau xtest tetb makeup je.. baru ko tau tgk2 gmbr dah mcm clown nnt... hahahahaha 

ira : tu lah yg aku takot tu... tp aku xder mase nk pg test makeup ni sume...(cik ira gedik nih dok kat perak.. die ni cikgu tau.. sgt penyayang.. ala2 mak2 jgk lah.. hahahha :p) 

aku yg cute : dah tu camne? ko nk gamble je ke? nk aku tlg carikan ke?

ira : xpyg la oren nk carikan.. sbb tu lah aku tepon ni... aku tau ko sayang aku... ape kate, ko je yg makeup kan aku... kan senang.. aku tau ko mest makeup tok kau lawa punyelah.. sbb ko kan sayang aku...

aku yg cute : Errkkk!! ko giler ke hape? aku mane reti... (pengsan 5 saat aku time ni.. dlm hati.. tgh sumpah seranah dah... sbb tau dgn ira gedik ni.. confirm aku xley xckp xnak nye.. bkn ape.. sbb die comey sgt.. hehehhe :p) 

make demikian.. dgn pakse rele nye.. kau pun mule kan dah operasi research aku... jgn memain.. nk makeup pun kene wat research tau... hahahaha ari2 aku tdo kol 3 pg cam tu tau... dok blaja kat youtube camne nk makeup org tunang... sbb knowing ira gedik tu yg mmg sgt2 byk songeh..(hahahahha hamek ko ira, dengki tgk aku dok senang lg yeh... mwah!! ) die xske makeup tebal2 sgt... lgpun aku pun xske mcm tepong gomak nye style tu... tgn gelap tetb tgk muke dah putih cam baru pas jatoh dlm tepong lak... hahahahha 

so, lastly... dis is da outcome... xpandai pun... siap bace doa lg tau aku n ira sebelom nk start makeup... hahahaahah v^_^ 

Santek kan cik ira gedik nih?? heheh ^_^ suke!!suke!!

Wewitt!!! hahaha aku lak yg excited lebey.. lalala~ :p

kan dah ckp aku excited lebey.. tgk.. aku yg dok tersengeh mengalahkan org yg bertunang.. hehhehe :p

'ni lah En. tunang Cik Ira gedik nih... GOMOKz kan?? hhahaha senang hati tu... :D

dan En. Tunang die jgk lah yg mengambil gmbr tunang diorg sendiri... ape gune simpan camere RM6k kan kalau xgune? heheheh ^_^v (siler abaikan minah yg ala2 makcik bedah tu yeh? hahahha)

pastu... ape lg.. sesi menggedik lah... yg belah kanan skali tu Joe name die.. pemaloo..sopan santun.. stok sume mak2 nk wat menantu lah... kalau berkenan.. calling2 yeh? single lg tu... hahahahahh siap promote kwn nih.. :p

Chewah!! sempat lagi tu... sebok je joe ni pakai merah jgk tau... :D

yeay!! it's 2011 and it's February already?? ZzzzZzzz :p

Suddenly, i just realized dat it's already February 2011... Aiyark!! times goes by like the fastest bullet train ever build.. heheh :p so, do u guys wanna know wut i've done lately after resign my lovely job at Airstar?? (actually, aku sendiri pun nk tau ape lah yg aku dok buat ari2 after 28 Nov. 2010.. hahahhah )

so, here goes a brief story of it.. xley lah nk citer panjang lebar.. nnt jenuh lak nk bace kan.. n silap2.. pakat ramai2 ZzzzZzz dpn pc @ notebook memsing.. lalalala~ v^_^

jup.. nk kene recall nih.. otak dah berabok sbb lame sgt dah tersimpan rapi dlm unused box nih.. hahahah :p

ok, here goes.. my parents pg haji on da 16th of November... therefore, in a snap... suddenly i wake up da next day as an instant working mother with 2 child... (tetibe terase mcm ade 2 bijik batu sebesar bola boling menghempap daku yg boolat ini... uhuk.. :p) actually, bkn aku rase beban.. it's actually an honor to be giving such a huge responsibities by my parents... just dat, aku mane reti masak utk diri sendiri ape tah lg nk kene masak tok 2 org bdk kecik nih.. for 46 days.. n yg wat pening nye i need to werk for another 15days before i ley bersenang lenang menjd emak mude jelite sepenoh mase... chewah!! hahahhaahahha :p

so then, da journey started.... siler bayangkan yer rakan2... (bayangkan yeh.. jgn x bayangkan.. nnt geget nnt br tau.. hehehhe :)

1)bgn pg kol 6a.m - prepare breakfast for my 2 cute lil bro n sis.. then menjd mak tiri kejup sbb nk kejot diorg pepg nk soh pg skolah adelah sgtlah azab.. huhu

2)soh bibik layan diorg mkn.. aku pun berlari2 anak menyiapkan diri nk pg keje..

3)send them to school... saat ni mmg plg best n sedey n risau.. sume ade... mmg mcm prasaan mak2... hahahahha :p btol beb.. korang kene cube br tau rase die camne... biler tgk diorg bwk beg skolah jln nk masok gate skolah.. siap lambai2 n flying kiss.. ouh, soooo sweet.. touching n sume lah.. risau sbb takot anything happen to them mase aku kene pg keje.. coz jauh kot dr ampang nk pusing blk seremban.. ari2 aku tawakal je pade Allah, bg adek2 aku selamat di sekolah n selamat pulang ke rumah... huhuhu (mcm mak2 kan aku? haaa!! kan dah ckp... hahhahahha :p)

4) tros memecut pg ke kerje di ampang dr seremban.. (ari2 tau ulang alik pg blk ampang n seremban... kalau org ckp seremban tu jauh.. meh sini aku flying kick sket... ade ke jauh.. pejam mate je dah smp lah beb.. cume pas kuar krete tu ley rase lah sakit2 blakang... hahahahhaha :D)

5) smp je keje... boss mode ON!! (biaselah aku mmg giler kuase.. kalau ley CEO nye post aku nk bolot skali.. sbb tu lah aku kene buang.. CEO aku takot aku nk take over... hahahhahahhaah kalau die bace ni mati aku... hahahah :p)

6)keje aku dulu kat airstar tu.. sgt2 lah letey beb... otak kene jln 24/7 tau.. kene alert.. kene pantas... kene tepat.. xley wat silap... kalau silap.. ko nk ke tanggong ganti rugi men juta2 beb? aku xsanggop lor... huhuhuhu tp lg yg xsanggop is kene maki n jerit ari2... fuh!! leh kene heart attack tau.. heheh :p so, in da end abes keje kol 6... n dgn sepantas kilat aku pulang ke seremban kembali.. meredahi jem yg xhengat nye kat padan indah tu.. haiyooo!!

7)sampai umah kol 7.30 keatas... siap2 freshen up sume.. masak2 for dinner n masak tok lunch da next day siap2... pastu sesi menjadi cikgu displin.. garang ok aku nih... hahahah.. tp adek2 aku sayang aku tau... lalalalla~ :p ajar diorg for diorg nye exams at dat time.. letey weih ajar bdk2 zaman skrang yg pandai menjawap n melarikan diri nih... huhuh

8)pakse diorg tdo pkol 11 plg lmbt sbb mummy yana dah sgt2 lah exhausted... ZzzzzZzzzZ

So, itulah basicly wut happen until i brent on da 28th tu... after dat ok lah sket... just dat.. adek2 aku tu dah start cuti.. so, diorg mulelah dok merengek nk soh aku bwk diorg p jenjln... leh kate selang sehari kitorg p jenjln.. seronot!! mmg mcm mak2 sungguh liyana.. hahahhaha :p

after my parents blk.. on da 1st December aritu... my dad mcm sgt2 lah missed aku n nk tgk anak die yg boolat ni ari2 dpn mate je kalau ley... heheheh.. jd operasi mencari kerje aku pun xbrape rancak lah... mcm mane nk rancak.. kalau tiap kali nk kuar cr keje je.. papa ku yg chumel tu mulelah.."kakak nk pg mane tu? haa.. cr keje? dont need lah.. let's go jln2 today. shall we?" (ape motif papa aku tu sebenarnye?hehehhe :P) disebb kan aku ni sgt mithali n sgt suke bergolek di umah.. slalu nye aku ikot je lah papa aku yg tomey tu... hahahahha last2  jd dugong dah aku nih... kalau julia robert berlakon dlm crite.. EAT.PRAY.LOVE... nurliyana zafirah ley berlakon dlm criter EAT.SLEEP.SHOPPING hahahahah i felt soooo spoiled by my dad.. hahahahah tp ape kan daye.. dah itu yg die nk.. just wanna make him happy.. lalallallala~ v^_^

tp biler dah masok January 2011... br lah papa mcm dpt wakeup call n tersedar dr mimpi indah die dat anak sulung die dah makin boolat sikit lg dah xmuat pintu... huhuhu T__T n JOBLESS!! sob..sob.. br lah die nk start marah2 aku soh p carik keje... Erkk!! aritu soh teman die dok umah... last2 aku plak kene marah... sedey tau!! T__T hehehhe :p

so, skrang ni aku dok rancak menghantar resume la nih... papa jgn lah wisau2 yeh?? kalau ade rezeki... xkemane nye... mayb lambat sket sbb ini yg terbaek utk liyana kan... MWAHx!! i lap u lah papa.. u r da BEST!! hehehheh emo2 lak tetb.. layan kan je yeh??

ok lah, dah letey dah jari den yg makin ari makin debab nih... huhuh... nnt esok2 kite smbg lg yeh?

take care everybody...
drive safe n play safe... erkk!!  dah laen maksod tu... hahahahaahaha ZzzzzZzzzzZ