Pixxie Me~

Although konon nye werdless, tp nk gak tulis sket kan... hahaha :p

So, here goes my latest update.. so many things happened lately.. happy, sad n overwhelming situations hv happend. But thank to Allah for giving me a very supportive, loving n ever adorable family n kande terchenta... ^_^ (ehem2.. nk gak selit kande terchenta tu.. hahahha)

xkire lah org nk kate ape.. but i really ADORE... n i mean really2 adore ma nu shuz!! hahaha da best part of it is... it's a flat & cheap!! yeay me!! v^_^

Moolot tu kasi muncung sket smp ley ikat... hahaha
(me trying my best to look thin.. hahahha) 

Blue Thursday~
(taken yesterday.. purposely taken for my bf to take back
his werd saying dat i look like a 'MAKCIK'... hahahaha)

Vintage Friday~
(a twist from da past... heheh :p da tudung was
actually cilok by my mom's closet. hahah
mama's tudang mase zaman mude mudi.. lalalla~)

Trully, deeply mine~

Hv u ever felt like it's hard n complicated to explain how u feel? I'm facing dis huge prob since i was born. It's kind of my birth defect or something. Hahahahah

Deep down inside, my heart r actually broken or crushed into zillion of pieces but i will just keep quite n accept all da things da other party hv to say although it hurts soo damn much.

Coz i afraid if i open my mouth, they will be mad n couldnt accept wut i think n feel. But doesn't it consider unfair? When will it be my turn to be heard then?

Life is actually really r a huge bouncing ball. Hehe :p
Today maybe a person will come to u n tell u they dont like something about u. But u could tell them to try accept u da way u r. Give n take u say. But eventually u'll b da one to highlight something u dont like about dat person but u ask him to change thoroughly by saying improvement r better. But why cant u flashback ur statement before? "try to accept dat person da way they r"?

Well, dis is actually been done by most everyone dat r called human including me. We will only see peoples flaws n not ours. Threfore, da moral of da story is...

"before u judge or try to find other people's flaws, why dont u try to improve urself to b a better person n accept others people flaws as their uniqueness."

Dis is actually mend for me as well with hope for 2012 will be a gretter, better, hopefully wilder than dis year(hahaha challange will motivate u) n deffinitely happier n more awesome!!




P/S: I'm only searching for happiness, happiness dat r unknown further ahead. But will always patiently awaits coz i believe in u Ya ALLAH, Ya Rabb.

Jiwang dtg lg dgn mainan br, TORA!! hahahah

Mode jiwang kembali lg. Dis is wut happen, when u terjg pkol 3 pg coz of seme2 yg melampau n xdpt tdo coz xder ubt. So layankan je. Suddenly bgn2 dpt msg dr kekaseh ati, luahan ati n prasaan beliau. Wah!! Tros teruje abes. Lupe dah air idung yg dok meleleh2 ni. Hahahahah

He'll always supprise me n shower me wif love. Although abit kasar kelakuan die, although xske tunjuk sgt n although slallu je bwk kwn2 die skali kalau kitorg kuar dating. Hahahah but he's my one n only SAYANG. n dat is my sayang... Ehem2, siler jgn muntah darah yer kwn2. Hahahaha

Lately, kitorg dah x seclose dulu. We've been bz. Ni sume slhkan keje yg melambak2 sbb sy xder assistant n terpakse menjd kuli n bos dlm 1 mase. T_T n slh kan exam2 n test2 n presentation beliau. Uhuk2, cian sayang i. Chewah!! Jgn nk gedik sgt lah liyana. Hahhaahah :p

Dulu ari2 bergayot. Pg tepon call wish gud morning dgn penoh kaseh syg sbb memasing hv all da time in da werld. Tgh hari gayot lg. Siap 3g while i'm werking. He'll makes lots of jokes n fooling around wif my assistants. Hahahah he's cute is'nt he? Mlm xyh ckp lah, after dinner tu dah stat gayot dah. 3g lg till tdo. We share almost everything.

But lately, pg tepon kejut each other bgn bkn lg dgn penuh kaseh syg dah tp dgn asal boleh je. Hahahahah abes kasar dah memasing. If saye, "sayang, bgn. Bgn cpt. I terlajak bgn ni. U ade kelas pg kan? Bgn cpt sayang. Ok, bye" (dgn nada kasar xder kaseh syg langsong tau.) hahahahah hampeh bukan? :p if cinta hati pule, "yang, u xbgn lg ke? Bgn cpt. Nnt tlg kejut i kol 1 k takot terlajak. K bye" (dgn nada malas nk ckp sambil mate tutup lg) hahahahahha pun hampeh bukan? :p tgh hari dah xder gayot2 kalau ade text pun nasib. Kalau die call pun, i'll just reject his call n text "i'm in a meeting". Ouh, sgt kejam. Hukhuk. Sorry sesgt sayang. Bkn ku pinte begini. Hahahahah :p if mlm plak, cinte hati dah keletihan teramat nk borak pun memasing dah xlrt. Cume mampu call xsmp 5 minit ckp nk tdo dah je. Ouh, sedey sungguh.

But td tetb dpt msg luahan ati n prasaan kekasih ati. Ouh, i thought ur love towards me dah kurang but xpenah kurang sikit pun rupenye. Even grows lg adelah.

Sayang, love u more n more lg lah!!! Ouh, blushing sudah. Hahahahah :D

Although kite dah xmcm dulu, but our loves r stronger sayang. Will figure it out sooner or later how to handle dis. Just as long as we hv each other in our life, insyaAllah we could manage. Kiss sket, mwahx lah!!! ^_^v

Kau kunci hati ku~

Wah! Tajuk dah cam lagu ramlah ram dah. Hahahahah actually xdo ati yg terkunci, hanye diri sendiri je yg terkunci dlm umah sendiri. Hahahhaah tetb lak arini sy bgn dgn amatlah rajin n awl sekali sbb biase bgn dgn penih kemalasan, xtau lah nape arini buang tabiat kot semangat semcm lak nk pg keje. Hahhaah siap pakai bj kurung n mekap2 bagai. Biase nye muke bodo n bj sememeh je. Haish. Lps dah over excited sgt tu, skali nk bukak pintu cobe2, xley bukak. Cobe2 xley jgk. Ketok2 pun xley gak. Smp dah berpoloh2 n cair abes dah mekap den. Xdapat2 bukak. Last2 jem sgt, tepon kande endut tercinte tlg selamatkan lah. Die plak ade hal smp ptg. Ptg aket br ley dtg. T_T nk wat camne kan, pasrah je lah. Die pun xsenang duduk dah tu kat bangi tu, siap maki2 sume org sbb punyelah nk dtg tlg slamatkan dinde comey tercinte die ni. Hahahhaha (prasan jup). So, pas tepon kande den, msg GM sayang den tu kabarkan brite sedey ni. Pastu tepon lak recep opis tu. Mane lah tau takot2 CEO den meroyan plak nnt tgk2 pekerje yg xbrape die sayang ni xdo kan. Hahahah (sebenarnye dah meroyan dah pun. Huhu T_T) siap bg tahu 1 malaya. Tros dgn pantas pg cuci muke buang mekap2 yg xmendtgkan kesan tu. N tukar pakai bj tdo blk. Hahahah. Kalau nk dok umah, bj tdo lah plg selese. Lallallalala~. Dah puas golek punye golek n mkn n mkn lg. Dah koreh, xtau nk wat ape. Fb sume dah abes godek dah. Utube pun dah abes crite dah tgk. Haish. Last2 sakit ati sbb CEO den yg meroyan cr den tu, tros lah mencapai baldi n mop. Mop lah satu umah. Hamek!!! Kan dah beraih umah sy sbb CEO sy nye pasal. Hahahahahah ade hikmah die jgk rupenye. Hahahahah v^_^ k lah, nk sambong golek2 smbil tgu kande endut tercinte dtg slamatkan ni. Lambat bonar. Naek kure2 rase nye tu. Hahhaah xperlah janji sayang. Mwah!! Hahahah

Daa~

Ribena blackaren? Hahahha tajuk xder kene mengene ngan cite. :p

Lately sy rase cam sy terlampau werkoholic lah. T_T tp nk wat camne.. Dah terlampau byk mende nk buat n klau bg org len buat lom tentu dpt da result cam kite nk. Huhu. Last2, sy wat sendiri sume. But for da long run, i know xbagos. But sy xder lah rase stress ke ape. Just sometimes wish dat da days r longer or i could hv more time. Tp kalau pikir2 blk bkn dpt ape pun keje lebey2 tu. Dpt gaji same je tiap2 bulan. But 1 thing for sure dat money can't buy r self satisfaction. ^_^ n dat keep me on going. Tgklah ley thn sampai biler. But loving da challenge every single day. Never been better. Heheh Alhamdullillah Ya Allah. :D



P/s: my CEO ckp i'm glowing today. Berseri2 die kate. But kande ommok sy ckp CEO sy ckp camtu sbb nk tmbh lg keje. Hahahahah mungkin btol gak. But wut da heck. Janji kembang kejup. Lalalalalalal~ v^_^

Hey u!!

Hey u,
U told me dat i'm special when i feel i'm not.
Hey u,
U cheer me up when i'm down.
Hey u,
U make me laugh just by looking at ur face.
Hey u,
There's a secret i would like to share.... Shhh, jgn bg tau org laen yeh... U r da greatest thing dat ever happen in my life. :D

I know i might b abit handful to handle sometimes, but u r always patient n try to handle me wif care n love. I know i might b kasar a bit sometimes, smack ur ass or pinch ur peyot. Hahahha opsss!! :p but wut to do, dats how i expressed my love to u n u pun kasar jugak.

Sebenarnye, i just would like to say "i love u sayang". Heheh iye, crite punye panjang itu je msg sebenar die. Hahahha v^_^ mayb u've heard it before but i know u could feel it too. Coz cume kite yg rase. Sedapp woo!! Hahaha


xoxo
Love,
Ur sayang :D

10 things wut girls love to do but boys malas nk layan~ [Part 1]

Hey there, hope it's not too late to wish SELAMAT HARI RAYE AIDILFITRI to all.

Have a blast yet? kalau blom, do read dis post... definitely gonna make u grin alone like a kerang busuk. heheh :p neway, dis post is actually based on my recent experiment wif my boypren.. (YES!! i hv a boypren rite now.... n YES!! he is mine!! all mine!! wah!! bunyik agak psycho di situ.. hahha :p) So here goes nothing....

1. GURLS love to MAJOK xkene tempat in other words try to attract attention da MR. BoyPren. 
• Situation 1 - Miss GurlPren : Sayang, nape dat gurl suke tol kacau u... i jeles tau... uhuk2... Mr. BoyPren : Watpe u nk jeles2.... bkn nye i layan die pun. dah2, i ade byk mende nk wat ni.. mlm nnt i text u. Miss Gurlpren : Nape u xnk layan i ni? i tgh nk majok ni... T__T (Boys hate to burden their head with stuff dat r not important but Gurls love to burden their head with all da un'important' stuff rather thinking da serious stuff. ahakz!! ^_^v)

    2. Gurls love to hear her BoyPren tell her that he loves her (ari2 pun xper.. xkan bosan punye. hahhaha :p)

• Situation 2 - Miss GurlPren : Sayang, u sayang i x? Mr. Boypren : U ni kan sayang, smlm br je i ckp kan... Miss GurlPren : Alaaa.... saje je nk tau. U sayang i x? (sambil wat buke budget2 cute mate blink2 sket.. dgn harapan akan dilayan lah.. hahha) Mr. BoyPren : Sayang, xley ke i ckp skali je? xkan ari2 nk ckp? ish u ni, wat2 xtau plak. Miss GurlPren : (Hancus luluh lah perasaan.. Uhuk2.. T_T) (Guys hate to repeat themselves over n over again. For them da 'LOVE' werd are so special dat it couldn't b told often.. But for us Gurls, we love to hear it again n again. Then only we'll feel special. Camne nk rase kalau xdgr? but wut to do, for guys, they thought there's only one single way to expressed their feeling dat is by doing... showing it by  being there for da girl.. showing it by spending time with da gurl n not by saying it right straight smack at da face. hahaha kan senang kalau ckp je.. jimat mase.. hahah :p) 

Ouh, ok lah.. mase utk blk keje.. will continue lg 8 later yeh.. daa~ v^_^